*Miss Lula Bell is one of my most favorite
people in the world. I love to hear her a raise one of those old
church songs during August revival. Her deceased husband Jim
Givens was a deacon at Jerusalem Baptist Church. Mr. Jim and Miss
Lula Bell came to the house often when I was a child to sit and
talk with Mama and Daddy. Her pet name for me was "Ru-baby."
At ninety she still drives her old car to church. Like Mama, she
likes pretty clothes to wear to church. Both like dazzling hats.
Their backs straighten when they are in their Sunday clothes, like
they walking through the pearly gates.
**Peter left Kay and her three children and she
and the kids moved next door with Cleveland, called
"Chicken," Edith’s youngest son, who lives alone in
his mother’s house. Key eventually ended up in California with
her three sons I suppose they are grown by now. But I have not
seen Blue Eyes since he was a little boy. I suspect all three boys
will have a difficulty time coming to grips with their identity,
having a white mother and a black father, alienated from their
white grandparents and to an extent from their Negro
grandparents.
This continuing rift between peoples is one of
those peculiar remnants of America’s slavocracy and
institutionalized racism. Generations have to pay for the
immorality of our country's past. I believe in free will and
grace. It is thus possible that all three boys will come to grips
with our troubled and perplexing past and make the best use of it
to build a world on their own terms that will be more just and
forgiving.
***Annie and Amos were unable to reconcile their
differences. She found him no longer trustworthy or willing to
respect her mother’s house. When they parted, she probably still
loved him. But everyone has her limits even in love. Amos, I
suspect, will be the ultimate loser in all this. For he has
probably lost his children true and loving affections