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Letters of an Abiding Faith:

Legacy of a Slave's GrandDaughter to her Son

written by Ella Lewis to her Son (Rudolph Lewis)

 

 

Letter 30

December 1, 1984

Dear Son,

How are you I hope you are doing OK. As For me I not Feeling So well For last week my Back is giving me Trouble. It some Better now. I sorry I wait so long Before answer your letter But I got the Check. I think you From the Bottom of my heart. I always got a place to put it. I paid Bills. You Know we all ways got Bills. So you is all my help. I do preshate it you know that.

Well it is Dec. Xmas not far away. Well I not planning nothing. Just thank God if I see the day. I am Sorry you are not coming home For Xmas. But I can under stand. Bunk was here Friday Nov. 31 She OK. Still working. Well Von Carter got caught driving drunk Wednesday night. He out on bail until next month. So I guess he come out OK. I hope so.

The rest of the Family is OK Send love to you. And you take good care of your self. Lula Bell sent love to you.* She is staying with her Son at night. James Wesley Jones That his name. Kay's got a dog want to keep him in the house. Chicken throw the dog out.* *

It just a mess But I dont Fault him. Dog messing all over the house. He not a pet, old hound dog. Peter lost his good Job. He still on the Run. The law was looking For him last Week. Amos got him a 71 Cadillac Car. I dont know What's going on. Bunk is getting her Divorce she say.*** So I guess you tired of trying to Read this Bad hand riten.

So Bye For Now From Mother 

PS I love you

 

 
  

 Commentary

*Miss Lula Bell is one of my most favorite people in the world. I love to hear her a raise one of those old church songs during August revival. Her deceased husband Jim Givens was a deacon at Jerusalem Baptist Church. Mr. Jim and Miss Lula Bell came to the house often when I was a child to sit and talk with Mama and Daddy. Her pet name for me was "Ru-baby." At ninety she still drives her old car to church. Like Mama, she likes pretty clothes to wear to church. Both like dazzling hats. Their backs straighten when they are in their Sunday clothes, like they walking through the pearly gates.

**Peter left Kay and her three children and she and the kids moved next door with Cleveland, called "Chicken," Edith’s youngest son, who lives alone in his mother’s house. Key eventually ended up in California with her three sons I suppose they are grown by now. But I have not seen Blue Eyes since he was a little boy. I suspect all three boys will have a difficulty time coming to grips with their identity, having a white mother and a black father, alienated from their white grandparents and to an extent from their Negro grandparents. 

This continuing rift between peoples is one of those peculiar remnants of America’s slavocracy and institutionalized racism. Generations have to pay for the immorality of our country's past. I believe in free will and grace. It is thus possible that all three boys will come to grips with our troubled and perplexing past and make the best use of it to build a world on their own terms that will be more just and forgiving.

***Annie and Amos were unable to reconcile their differences. She found him no longer trustworthy or willing to respect her mother’s house. When they parted, she probably still loved him. But everyone has her limits even in love. Amos, I suspect, will be the ultimate loser in all this. For he has probably lost his children true and loving affections

 

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