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All good wishes
By Joy Magezis
Waking up to Obama
as new President
Warm sun shinning
clear through cold
Amazing symbol
of America at best
Patchwork of cultures
sewn into one blanket
Two million brave freeze
World watches on
enjoying shift
Spirit of hope
In our lifetime
seeming impossible
African-American
wins majority
Best candidate
way beyond colour
In desperate time
we send him blessing
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Ode to
SF State Strike
By Joy Magezis
Back in 1967
this radical girl
came to San Francisco
State
from Community Organising
Link with SDS project
for housing, rent strike
and Baltimore students
also on campus
So joining SDS
at SF State
seemed so natural
with other projects
Spring’68 blossoms
worldwide struggles
from France to SF sit in
for ethnic admissions
September revives
zest for justice
Me now living
with my SDS guy
In telescoped time
we now return
somehow grandparents
Still partners in love
Back then Black Student’s
Union
calls strike, sets
demands
for department to study
hidden history, culture
Desire to define
their own destiny
In height of Black Power
BSU is leader
From the start
SDS backs strike
helps organise Committee
for White Strike Support
Now this may sound
strange
but in emerging energy
for self determination
that was natural flow
Civil rights movement
exposed poverty, racism
clearly for all to see
desperate need for change
Police helped build
strike
by beating BSU leaders
White students shocked
witnessing on campus
police treatment in
ghettoes
More students joined
strike
White Support Committee
As we picketed entrances
campus was polarised
Force field to do right
needed to make it happen
in our vision others
students
part of solution or
problem
SDS saw source of problem
propping up racism
as Capitalist ‘me first’
militarist system
At San Francisco State
more working class
students
trained to keep system
running
not to see bigger picture
In that larger view
white students being used
To help them see how
we formed department
caucuses
In Department of
Psychology
students critiqued skewed
view
that mental illness is
within
divorced from
socioeconomic
When I gave MMPI test
to my SDS women friends
we came out actively
antisocial
labelled ‘juvenile
delinquents’
We saw role of psychology
fitting ‘deviants’ back
into system
So drink beer, watch TV
burnings
of Vietnamese kids as
Viet Cong
In Nazi Germany
was sanity beating Jews
and madness protesting
or other way round
For me as a Jew
connection was clear
with KKK Black hangings
and Nazi exterminations
White Student demands
for change in their
courses
brought understanding
support for Ethnic
Studies
As weather turned cold
and professors struck
‘On Strike, Shut it down’
became a reality
Arrests at free speech
platform
brought 450 down to jail
We women were processed
then put in large holding
cell
Anyone seen as threat
like woman asking for
milk
for girl with stomach
ulcer
were put into solitary
From large holding cell
we began to hear screams
of scared young woman
picked off and confined
Alone in tiny cell
more frightening
than she could bear
she shouted to be free
When guards wouldn’t
listen
we acted together
banging and chanting
‘Let her out’, ‘Let her
out!’
Our call vibrated
throughout jail house
down to Bryant Street
supporter crowd below
In ‘69 Women’s Lib
sprouts
with some men still
laughing
saying women’s place
prone
while others saw struggle
link
Back in ’67 at SDS
Conference
woman asking us to meet
brought uproarious
laughter
still some of women
gathered
Problem with no name
begins to have words
Why are we left in
background
Mostly not taken
seriously
When women like me spoke
at rallies
some guys just saw body
parts
their long legs or large
breasts
excuse for eclipsing
their words
But in this time of
rising
from Civil Rights to
Ethnic Studies
struggling against
oppression
helped us see ours as
women
Earlier at Anti-Slavery
Convention
barred for being female
delegates
Mott and Stanton were
inspired
to organise for women’s
rights
Strike women met when it
ended
empowered by what we’d
been through
Challenging old
assumptions
exploring strengths,
building movement
So the rebirth of
feminism
was there in that holding
cell
when, beyond fear, we
chanted
‘Let her out. Let her
out!’
Guards dragged over fire
hose
put nozzle through bars
Sudden force of water
knocking us off our feet
Drenched, we regained
balance
and guards did let woman
out
Our solid action together
engine vibrating deeply
* * *
Forty year on lessons
power of energies united
Force beyond each one
belief in justice vision
Mass march together
Agit Prop Theatre
Running from police chase
hiding, swapping jackets
Scared facing jail
unknown
but not wanting to
disappoint self
be Germans just looking
on at
packed cattle cars of
human cargo
In that youth of belief
that we can change world
though seemingly
impossible
shifts ripple through
country
Now celebrate
achievements
of College of Ethnic
Studies
Women’s Movement growth
Peaceful prosperous
Vietnam
Much writings of Strike,
SDS
even England, Shoe Store
School
Gordon DeMarco now passed
on
Bob Biderman and I
I want to share lessons
of traps we fell into
perhaps could be useful
for generations now
Seeing in absolutes
that blinder limiting
vision
to either all right or
wrong
allows no way to come
together
Sectarian in fighting
finally destroyed SDS
Though reborn in this
time
of new student challenges
It was our condemning
vision
part of problem or
solution
No middle ground possible
Needing to prove we’re
right
I used to work out of
anger
feeling the force of its
power
rush against social
injustice
keeping me active in
struggle
I just couldn’t trust
myself
to work from kinder
emotion
For my external anger
also turned in on myself
Internalised as Guilt
needing to prove I wasn’t
bad
seeing badness all round
limiting love getting
through
Over decades life taught
me
that anger is not most
effective
Healing my own inner pain
compassion naturally
flowed out
Better way to hand
leaflets
against Iraq War
Not pushing them at
‘others’
but handing each person
peace
More people take leaflets
feel safer beyond
judgment
to touch inner peace
yearning
have common ground to
speak
Listening, more important
than my talking to
convince
in deeply hearing
others
we find same core within
Then we see not separate
but interconnected
Poverty, racism hurts us
all
in
fairness we each benefit
Delivered
October 2008 at 40th SF State
Strike Commemoration |