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Books by Kalamu ya
Salaam
The Magic of JuJu: An Appreciation of the Black Arts
Movement /
360:
A Revolution of Black Poets
Everywhere Is Someplace Else: A Literary Anthology
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From A Bend in the River: 100 New Orleans Poets
Our Music Is No Accident /
What Is Life: Reclaiming the Black Blues Self
My Story My Song (CD)
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four.
BLKARTSOUTH
(contd.)
The
two long narrative poems are written under the influence of
Leroi Jones of the Dead Lecturer period, but even so they are
still very much me. They are also written as prophesy as they
are poems about being married and caring for a baby, written at
a time when neither were yet a reality for me. There are a few
conceits built into the narrative, the main one of which is that
I refer to my "wife" by the initial "V"
which was actually my first initial at the time. The
"wife" in this poem is a composite of various women I
had been close to at that time. These long narratives are
precursors of the "sun songs" except that the
"sun songs" in general are purposefully much more
didactic.
| For
my wife when I do that thing
1.
my
blk girl
got
out into the clearing somehow
looked
out past the ocean's horizon into the sky
&
it took her about
ten
minutes to discover
it
was blues/she returns
skipping/dancing
smiling
in my stupid face
my
face is ragged/toothy
sort
of smile w/h big lips
through
my beard
women
are lovely & is
why
they bear children in
stead
of we men
2.
is
it still June
V.
baby/pass me a color
you
saw today & save
my
tenderness w/h your lovely
brown
fingers on my face
/she
showed me a sea-shell
that
was red/black inside & green
pretty
-i would have passed
it
by/in fact I wouldn't
even
have been wading out into
the
blue green water lapping
up
over the seawall like she
was
holding her dress folded above her knees
smiling
back at me
&
dodging small fishes
3.
she
came home yesterday from work
tired
& sleepy just before I did
like
about fifteen minutes
&
dinner was still on the table
"...take
me to the lake
tomorrow,
huh, please..."
falling
about my shoulders w/h her long arms
&
a kiss on the ear
she
fell into my lap & told me
about
the devils she worked w/h
got
up ironed, washed/i dried
the
pieces of plastic that replace
china
in our lives -the
apartment
is so small on sunny days
you seem to always be running
into
blocks of heat/at evening times
i
believe they call it dusk
the
sun sits on the funeral parlor's roof in back of us
on
rainy days it can be nice to
lay
around/she is quiet like
morns
when we call each other in
sick
for work & loll about in
each
other's arms & discuss
plans
for getting up to eat
orange
juice & cheese
4.
we
got up early sunday
&
got into the volkswagen
which
had sat cooling all night
&
like the lake is only 5
miles from us
5.
on
the highway going further out
leaving
behind the seawall & concrete beaches
i
stilled the wheel w/h my elbows
trying
to light a cigar
which
she eventually lit for me
nearly
choking twice on her laughter
on
the beach's empty stretch
we
had no food & sat down in the sand
&
planned for a family of three
6.
my
baby's eyes are big & brown
big
& brown & shiny
that look at me wide open
when
I am sweet to her
like
bringing home a bag of
big
purple plums from on my way from work
or
rub her back at night
before
she sleeps or be
alone
w/h her
or/
i
kiss her
lips
once, twice & again & again
thanking
her for keeping my life
soft
in her heart
7.
we
love each other
&
that is good
i
look at her sometimes I
tell
her never let her bush
grow
longer/i go to work
&
come home
not
yet brave enough to
risk
a child
weak,
weak,
weak
8.
running
the risk of injury
i
sat up alnight
yesterday thinking of two suitable
names,
one for a girl & the other
a
boy/she made me laugh, she says
"what
if we have twins"
let
them be, let them be
my
wife & I are both 23 year old
blk
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| For my child when I do
that thing
1.
my
little girl's name is winnie
we
call her winnie la roo
who
jump happy like a kangaroo
i use
to read the papers
regularly/the
price of peaches
has
gone up steadily
what
do you want me to do/
be
i
scowl at my wife
alnight
sometimes combing her hair
in
the mirror small tufts
coming
out in the big wide tooth ivory
of
her african comb
turn
to the wall stroking my beard
the
car ran out of gas
i
sat there & hit the steering wheel a few licks
"that
won't do any good..."
it's
bad enough she makes sense
talking
softly to me w/h winnie wrapped
in a
blanket in her arms
i
rolled the window down &
hollered
out it & then turned around
&
looked at her & she had her hand
on my
arm
i
called my scream back
the
car seemed too small opening the door
letting
my sandal drag against the concrete
right
on the white line/i had to push it to the side
out
of the way of bus traffic
2.
V.
must of been pregnant about twenty months
trying
to play like her big belly wasn't hampering her
i'd
catch her sometimes smiling to herself holding her
stomach
with
her hands
once
in bed I laid my head on her & heard winnie moving
around
when
it came time to go I had to call a cab cause she was too
big
to get in the volkswagen
it
was kind of dopey living w/h a pregnant woman
i use
to could cook, winnie & V. came home to our first
steak
dinner
at home
V.
breast-fed winnie & I stood around looking helpless
3.
i came home friday winnie
was sitting on the floor
on a bunch of newspaper
mushy spinach
all over her
V. sitting on the floor
supposedly feeding winnie her dinner,
mine was on the table
they had smothered liver
& carrots I went down the street to a
local bar & had a
quart of beer
when I got back V. was
giving winnie a bath
"if you want to eat
now I'll fix your dinner"
4.
went to my mother's house
& sat w/h an orange
pop resting on
my knee covered w/h a
white, blue bordered paper napkin
my wife sits looking at
stupid drug store pictures
on the chatreuse walls:
"i like that one"
the technique is french
impressionism
but it looks like it was
done w/h a raggedy handkerchief
momma pulled me to the
side to ask whose idea it was to
cut winnie's hair short
like it is
"Mine!"/
i ain't got to come here
to fight
about the way my
daughter's hair is on her head
5.
went out of
town last week
for a conference
forgot to bring even a
postcard back
when I got back V. was at
work
so I went round to momma's
& picked up winnie
& came back & had
to change her diaper
& tried to feed her
but she wouldn't eat
i sat in the doorway w/h
winnie in my arms
looking out across the
open court filthy w/h trash
& made up poems about
little blk children playing stick
ball & tag in an
apartment house courtyard
the mailman came w/h bills
& advertisements
winnie'll be sixteen
months next week
sixteen months
shaking my head * *
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In
December of 1969, I wrote in the introduction to the volume 2,
number 4 issue of Nkombo:
September
found us performing for some of the students of Southern
University in Baton Rouge, La. There, as in most other places,
we were performing before people who were experiencing a blk
poetry show for the first time in their lives. Many times our
frankness and willingness to discuss on stage many things that
some Negro's dread to even think about seemingly shocked them.
Often they reacted hesitantly as we performed; wanting to laugh
at times but stifling it, wanting to scream but clamping their
jaws shut. However, aster the show invariably they came forward
to tell us that they enjoyed our work. And it was most often at
the colleges where we found the more inhibited audiences. During
our community performances the audiences never left any doubt as
to how they felt about the shows.
Every
performance led to a greater confidence and also greater
insight. Soon we were doing what we called "sets",
i.e. poetry shows which were thematically organized,
choreographed, and highly musical. We even developed a few plays
which consisted of both poetry and dialogue. Within a two year
period we were inspiring artistic developments all over the
south, most notably in Houston, Texas and Miami, Florida.
Another
factor affecting our development as both writers and performers
was that Tom Dent was introducing us to cultural workers
everywhere we went. Some of these people, like Worth Long, were
former SNCC workers. Others were just people who loved the Black
arts. Most important of all, some of the people were cultural
workers right at home in New Orleans whom most of us simply
didn't know, didn't know about, and didn't initially understand
how important they were. These included people like the poet
Octave Lilly and above all the musician Danny Barker.
Danny
Barker "above all" because he was a genuine African
American griot. Not only was he a musician and composer,
storyteller and entertainer, bandleader (he was almost single
handedly responsible for the reemergence of the brass bands
among young Blacks in New Orleans), but Danny Barker was also a
writer. He wrote short stories, character sketches,
autobiography and history. Had not Tom understood the importance
of hooking us up with people like Danny, I'm certain that our
work would not have been as grounded in the community nor as
lasting as much of it is.
Almost
all of our attention was given to performing for our community
and publishing our own work which we sold at our readings. We
simply were not into sending our work around for others to
publish. We knew who our audience was and how to reach them, and
beyond our immediate audience we also knew how to publish
ourselves. BLKARTSOUTH was a tremendous development vehicle but
it also, paradoxically, led us away from interacting with the
rest of the country outside of the south.
Occasionally,
we would break through, but even then, we generally did so as a
workshop rather than as individual poets. The best example of
this is our inclusion in New Black Voices, an anthology edited
by Abraham Chapman which is still used in college courses. We
had a section in that anthology because the editor understood
what we were trying to do as a collective. The poets were Issac
J. Black, Renaldo Fernandez, Kush (Tom Dent), Nayo (Barbara
Malcolm, who continues to write under the name Nayo Barbara
Watkins), John O'Neal, Raymond Washington, and myself.
Here
is one of the selections included in that anthology. It is one
of my humorous poems which proved to be very popular.
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[untitled]
whi/te
boys gone
to
the moon
plantin
flags & stuff
why
you boys goin
to
the moon
dont
yall think
yall
done fucked up enuf
without
messing
with
somebody else's world
in
the beginning
it
was africa
you
just wanted to see
you
said
&
once having seen
commenced
to fucking up
open
up them china gates
&
let's hunt tigers in india
you
whi/te boys sho nuff likes
what
ever anybody else has
all
ways got to be
digging
in somebody's bag
always
got to be plantin flags & stuff
whi/te
boys done gone
to
the moon
just
like they come here
talking
bout it's a
great
adventure & we is
the
first ones here
&
plantin flags
whi/te
boys gone to the moon
whi/te
boys done gone to the moon
sho
hope them lil brothers up there
dont
show um how
to plant corn *
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In addition to the
poetry, Chapman chose to include "BLKARTSOUTH/ get on
up!", an essay/manifesto I wrote. the opening half of that
piece is a complete summary of our intentions.
BLKARTSOUTH started as a community writing
and acting workshop under the direction of Tom Dent and Robert
"Big Daddy" Costley. The Free Southern Theater had
been disbanded for the year and they were the only two left in
New O. (our name for New Orleans, Louisiana) to continue on the
work of the theater. By that certain inventive process that
Black people are famous for possessing the community workshop
grew into BLKARTSOUTH without the aid of funds, star
attractions, immense programming or anything else that is
usually thought of as a prerequisite to developing a theater
group. We started in the summer of 68 and by October of the same
year we made a vow that we would publish and perform our
original material exclusively.
Within a year we were
performing poetry shows and one-act plays throughout the south;
plays and poetry we had written, arranged, directed and
produced. In December of 68 {--note: this is a mistake, it was
actually 1969} NKOMBO's anniversary with a one-hundred page
off-set edition that included drawings, poetry, prose, fiction
and drama. From the very beginning we were attempting to
actualize our purpose which was to develop and perform
new/original literary and theatrical material for Black people.
We go deeper now with our purposes. We say that our art
is aimed toward building the nation. A nation for Black people.
We say that not only do we have to be new/original but that we
have to be of some use/have some meaning to Black people in the
struggle for liberation. And we mean it. Since we do not operate
in a vacuum our motion has created friction and heat. In fact
we've burned up some people. But we keep on keepin on just like
Shine. BLKARTSOUTH is a whole lot of us striving toward the
nation.
What we do, however, ain't mind lunges at paper targets.
Our work is instead real spear movements we learned by putting
our work out there. Just like the old/our folks used to wash
clothes and then hang um out in the sun to dry. Hang um out
where every/anybody could see how clean (or unclean) they were.
The writing you see ain't academic (or un, or anti-academic
either) but is some real stuff that's been hanging out in the
sun. We are the results of doing/being our poems and stuff. The
writing you see is not all the writing we are because you ain't
seen nothing until you've heard us. That's important. That aura
of hearing, feeling, seeing; experiencing this kind of writing.
Our conclusions are drawn from our experiences and then maybe
put down in books. Be aware of that. Be aware that the
organization you are reading about is a living, performing group
that produces its own material and that the
production/performance of this material is an intentional fusing
of technique, content, style and ideology that necessarily gives
a total shape to the whole of our work which cannot be realized
or appreciated just by reading our writing in books. This does
not mean that there is little attention paid to
"literary" values per se, rather it means that as far
as we are concerned just being "literary" is not and
has never been sufficient.
We feel that what we're doing is a relatively new thing
in our environment. Our molds aren't quite set yet. Like jazz,
what we're doing is constantly moving; the changing same. Right
now all we're trying to do is get our work out there and be
honest about the things we put out. Maybe two or three years
from now we'll be able to set down some standards to judge our
work by (real standards and not personal considerations, likes
and dislikes, theorizing from 'one-eyed" critics). Like
what standard was Louis Armstrong blowing by other than what he
felt? We can tell now but who could have told then? Maybe not
even Satchmo himself. The whole problem centers around the fact
that critics invariably want to judge Black artists at their
first note. They are afraid to allow the BLKARTS to grow. It
took black music less than seventy years to go from Buddy Bolden
to Coltrane and beyond. So just as jazz grew, Black writing is
going to grow, grow straight from the gutters, from the streets,
the people. Grow from our people which is where Louis Armstrong
came from with his trumpet playing, his eye opening innovations.
He got it all from a culture that accepted, emphasized and
respected an African inspired, African-American heritage of
music making. We as writers have a similar heritage we must tap,
a spoken, verbal art that runs deep and long all the way back to
the homeland. Slave narratives, field hollers, shouts, hard luck
stories, animal tales, everything. A real heritage we have been
taught to ignore and belittle, a heritage we must get next to or
be like a tree without roots. We must grow to know this heritage
and do as it advises us: Sing about what we are in a good strong
voice and not get caught up in trying to imitate others or
denying the worth of what we are. Sing our own songs.
We at NKOMBO say that our goal is not to put out a
magazine full of "little poetic masterpieces," but
rather to publish a journal that will serve as an adequate
medium of expression for Black artists of the south. We feel
that Black writers are ignored (and as a result stunted in their
growth) by the traditional publishers both Black, such as they
be, and white. Many critics insist that there is very little
"quality" Black writing available as an explanation
for this exclusion. But the truth is that there is too little
Black writing available period, "quality" or not. And
furthermore there will never be a large body of so-called
"quality" Black writing until there is an even larger
grouping of Black writing published irregardless of
"quality"; a larger grouping that is written to reach
and take in Black people rather than to live up to some vague
flat cultured concept of "quality." That sounds cold,
defensive and anti-good literature but it's true. It's an
unbelievable trip to think that the absence of quality is the
cause for the exclusion of Black writers when there is so much
garbage being dumped on the heads of our people by white
publishers. Check it out for yourself. Go to any local bookstand
or drugstore and pick and pick out what you consider to be
quality writing. After you've done that, look at all the junk
that's left. Quality??? Not hardly. And that's what we're out to
change. Black writers are not published simply because the
publishing industry is for the most part white and doesn't want
to or doesn't know how to publish Black writing (that's not
meant as a criticism but rather as a realistic assessment of
fact and intentions; like we ain't out to publish white writers
either). Our policy is that those Blackwriters who live in our
area and participate in our workshops will be published, period!
We are intent on making sure that any writer who is interested
in writing will be able to get at least one of his pieces
published in NKOMBO. The future will decide what is of
"quality." Let that be taken in, let it remain; throw
the rest away.
We've been around for three years now darting in and out
of the consciousness of Black people in the south and elsewhere.
We feel like we ain't even off the ground yet, still just
pecking away at this eggshell environment. But as soon as we
break out of this straight jacket society/mind condition . . .
we movin on up! We want to move, got to get away. Our art is
functional art that's going to help all us Black people find
ways to fly. We trying to get Black people together so that we
can all consciously make that great migration east. To quote
brother Kush (tom dent), "anyway, our poetry, the beautiful
thing about it has to do with making connections with, talking
to, grooving with blk people, not with 'poetry' or 'great
writing' or being a literary giant, or an ideological father, or
any such shit as that. Just making connections giving blk people
something they can value and use. This is what we mean by
functional writing." If somebody can learn something from
it or it draws Black people closer together then our writing has
done its do.
The
other major exception to the trend of a low national profile was
our inclusion in Negro Digest/Black World edited
by Hoyt Fuller. We were always included in the annual Black
Theatre roundups, even though as Tom points out to me, we often
had to write about the theater scene in the south ourselves
because no one came down from New York or Chicago to write about
what was going on. Tom and I would take turns writing the annual
roundup. But even so, this was more attention than we got from
any other source outside the south.
As
one of the most developed "writers" in the workshop, I
published regularly, but not as a poet. In 1971 I won Black
World's first Richard Wright Award for excellence in
criticism. Except for one of my plays, "The Destruction Of
The American Stage," almost everything published was either
directly related to our theater work or was political essays and
cultural critiques. Except for Tom Dent, of all the other people
in the workshop, only Lloyd Medley had a poem published in Black
World. Moreover, I don't ever remember submitting any poetry
to them.
During
the time I was writing this essay, I ran into Lloyd Medley in
the post office. We had not seen each other in literally over a
year. I told him about what I was working on and the reference
to his poem. He reminded me that the poem had won a first place
award for a first poem published by a new writer. Before I could
tell him the thrust of my reference, he went on to echo my
sentiments: what we were doing was as strong as, if not stronger
than many of the other writers, but we weren't in New York or on
the West Coast. Moreover, our emphasis was on reading to
audiences, reaching people, and Lloyd felt that was better than
publishing. Although we both recognize that had we published
more, we would have received far more recognition, achieving
"fame" was really not our aim.
This
may seem unbelievable, but the fact is we were happy doing what
we were doing. We were traveling throughout the south. We were
performing. We were publishing our own work. We were influencing
others. And we were young. What more was there?
Also
significant was our relationship to our community. Although we
certainly wanted our work to be entertaining, we avoided like
the plague simply being "entertainment." Always, for
us, there needed to be relevance. Invariably, we challenged our
audiences and critiqued "Negro" ways of
thinking/acting. Our humor and sarcasm was withering. But there
was also a great deal of warmth in what we did, and an
overwhelming love for our people which was reflected in our love
for each other. Again, because we came from New Orleans, we were
a bit distrustful of a unity based on uniformity. We preferred
the concept of a gumbo composed of diverse elements.
Our
orientation was to include everybody in the pot and not to
exclude someone just because they were of a different persuasion
or had different thoughts than some of us did. This was not
always easy, but it served us well. For example, I remember when
some of us became Muslims. Even though most of us changed our
names -- (In 1970 at one of the first Kwanzaa celebrations in
New Orleans I had taken the Swahili name Kalamu ya Salaam, which
means "pen of peace") -- some of us never became
converts to any particular religion or any particular political
organization. What we wanted to be was relevant. Relevant to the
people in our community: to the kids and to the elders, to the
working class and to the daughters and sons of the working class
attending college, many of them the first in their families to
do so.
Philosophically
our workshop covered a wide range of opinions and beliefs and we
tried our best to express the widest degree of tolerance. Can
you imagine that within one poetry group we had practicing
Catholics and practicing Black Muslims. Moreover, because we
were from New Orleans, our skin hues, social/religious
backgrounds, and individual expressions covered a very broad
spectrum. One of our members had naturally blonde hair and blue
eyes. Undoubtedly our collective's obvious broad spectrum of
hues contributed to our concept of blackness which stressed
consciousness and culture much more than race.
My
point here, and our point then, was to contextualize our
artistic work. Whereas many, many artists are extremely
uncomfortable with this sort of contextualization, the process
was a spur to our development. I say "our" because not
only I, but a number of other writers and theater people
(including Tom Dent, Nayo Watkins who is in North Carolina now,
Chakula cha Jua who is the head of one of the oldest continuing
Black theater companies in New Orleans, Johnetta Barras who is a
journalist in Washington, DC at the Washington Times, and
Quo Vadis Gex Breaux who continues to write in our home town of
New Orleans) have testified to the value of what we achieved,
attempted and learned from our experiences in FST.
Two
other important points. One, we never believed that everybody
had to do the kind of theater we did. Ours was a voluntary
commitment and as poet Mari Evans pointed out in an important
article first published in Black World, those who
volunteer are not being forced to parrot any particular line.
They choose to believe and create out of their beliefs and
experiences.
The
second important point is that this view does not ipso facto
lead to a lessening of artistic development in terms of
techniques. Certainly no one would argue that Lorraine Hansberry
wrote shrill "propaganda" or parroted a particular
political line, or that she did not write well. She wrote
exceedingly well, nevertheless, she also believed in the social
function of art. "I persist in the simple view that all art
is ultimately social: that which agitates and that which
prepares the mind for slumber. The writer is deceived who thinks
that he has some other choice. The question is not whether one
will make a social statement in one's work -- but only what the
statement will say, for if it says anything at all, it will be
social."
In
the final analysis I saw myself as an artist, a writer, a
dramatist, a performer, but also as an active participant in the
liberation struggle. I saw no separation between the two,
indeed, my whole professional life has been aimed at merging the
two so that they are not only inseparable but also each
developed to its most effective pitch.
While working at FST/BLKARTSOUTH, I had decided: I would
be a writer, a professional writer. Later I expanded that
vocation to include being a producer, mainly because a lot of
the artwork I desired to create or assist in creating, the
artwork I desired to experience and wanted to share with others,
much of that work didn't exist and needed a midwife if it was to
be born. Here again, the example of Langston Hughes impelled me
forward without hesitation, whatever was missing I just had to
figure out a way to create it. That was my task. My obligation
as an artist was to create -- and whatever necessary ingredients
for creation that were missing, well I would just have to
marshal them by whatever means necessary.
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