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Babii
Yar
By
Yevgeny Yevtushenko Over Babii Yar
there are no memorials.
The steep hillside like a rough
gravestone.
I am frightened.
Today I am as old as all the
Jewish people.
I seem to be a Jew at this moment
Here I plod through ancient Egypt.
I, crucified. I perishing.
Even today I bear the scars of
nails.
I think also of Dreyfus. I am he.
The Philistine my judge and my
accuser.
Cut off by bars and cornered,
ringed round, spat on, slandered.
Screaming ladies with Brussels
lace
stick their parasols into my face.
I am also a boy in Byelostok.
Blood runs, spilling over the
floors.
The bar-room rabble-rousers
give off a stench of vodka and
onion.
A boot kicks me aside, helpless.
In vain I plead with these pogrom
bullies.
While they jeer and shout,
"Beat the Yids. Save
Russia!"
the corn chandler beats up my
mother.
I seem to be Anne Frank
transparent as an April twig
and am in love, and have no need
of words,
My need is that we look at each
other.
How little we can see or smell
separated from the leaves, denied
the sky.
Yet we can do so much--tenderly
embrace each other in a dark room.
They’re coming. Be not
afraid.
The booming sounds of spring:
It
is coming this way. Come then to me.
Quickly, give me your lips.
They're battering down the door.
It's the roar of the ice.
Over
Babii Yar
the wild grasses rustle.
The trees look ominous, like
judges.
And everything is one silent cry
Baring my head
I feel myself turning gray.
And I am one massive, soundless
scream
above the many thousand buried
here.
I am each old man shot dead.
I am every child shot dead.
Oh my Russian people, I know you.
Your nature is the "Internationale."
Foul hands rattle your clean name.
I know the goodness of my country.
How horrible that pompous title
the antisemites calmly call
themselves,
Society of the Russian People.
No part of me can ever forget it.
When the last antisemite on earth
is buried forever
let the "Internationale"
ring out
In me there is no Jewish blood,
but in their callous rage, all
antisemites
hate me now as a Jew.
For that reason
I am a true Russian!
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