By Patricia Jabbeh Wesley
That was before time could tell daylight from
night.
When men could speak women's tongues; before
the sea turned blue and took up rolling, foaming, like
a big glass of fresh palm wine. Before oceans learned
to rise and fall, before rivers were first named
rivers.
Before they named the Cavalla River, Cavalla, after
the fish or the fish after the town, or the town after
the river. When Cape Palmas, where I come from,
became Cape Palmas; before there was even a cape
or palm trees. Before Cape Palmas began to give birth
to palm trees that sprouted with fat bottoms and began
to rise, and the coconut learned to be sister to the nut
palm and the nut palm to the bamboo palm, the bamboo
palm to the thatched; or when their grandfather made
them blood relations, or straw relations or bamboo
relations, or cabbage relations or long, thin leaves
relations, or whatever it is that makes them seem
identical twins. But bamboo knows how to prick my
finger when I touch it with an angry heart; the palm tree
will prick lightly, while the coconut stands there, tall.
Coconut breasts hanging from its chest, or head,
or whatever. The way a bamboo grove used to prick
our toes when Mudi and I wandered under its swampy
territory. That was before the time when women took
upon themselves to birth babies, even though men
knew how to, or before men went around boasting
of having this many children and this many sons upon
their mere fingers. Iyeeh says men really birthed babies
then, and women boasted of being the fathers of babies
then, and the children ran for their fathers like they do
today for their mothers when a father calls them
for a whip with a cane. That was long before the car
road bulldozed the giant walnut, the oak, chopping up
the towns and the forests into roads, and rubber trees
sprang up where the forests were, and the coffee
became a tree, becoming first cousin to the cocoa,
and the palm nuts went to the city to be sold for coins.
Suddenly, we girls grew wings like pepper birds, no,
no, like eagles, or like jet planes, and could fly or hop
on a truck to the city where street lights cannot tell
the villager from the city dweller; where a man cannot
tell his wife from his lover; his inside children from his
outside children; where all have lost their hearts to the bars
and the dangling lights, and people fight on street corners;
and after all that, I and all the girls of the world learned
to run wild too, like wild flowers, no, no, wild, like men.
All the women of the world, becoming just men.
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Source: Becoming Ebony by Patricia Jabbeh
Wesley