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The Marcus Bruce Christian Archives

University of New Orleans

 
 

Books by Marcus Bruce Christian

Song of the Black Valiants: Marching Tempo / High Ground: A Collection of Poems  / Negro soldiers in the Battle of New Orleans

I am New Orleans: A Poem / Negro Iron Workers of Louisiana: 1718-1900 /  The Liberty Monument

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Self-Made Men, Lyle Saxon, & Class Tension

 

December 10, 1943

I began to prepare dinner, slowly turning about my task in the kitchen, thinking as slowly as I went about my task. Maybe it is that Saxon is as sick as he thinks. After all, he has been hitting the bottle rather heavily within the last few years. No man can stand that slow poison for long, I thought to myself. Just what made him that way? I have long since ceased to blame anyone for their faults--we are just fashioned that way by early associations and environments. We cannot change, unless  in the environment of our former existences was dropped the seed of change. 

Every "self-made man" owed his making not to his own strong will power but to the fact that somewhere a hundred years ago, or a thousand years ago, was dropped the seed of a strong character which acted directly upon his own. He might have forgotten all about how he came about this strange gift, but the gods of our making never forget. They know that thousands of us are damned because any other thousands in our same circumstances would also be damned--that there are really no self-made men, that somewhere along the moving mass production line of life an experience came here, financial assistance there, seeds of character growth here, human sympathy and understanding from over yonder, strength and vigor from the food our mothers ate before we were even conceived, and resolute determination moving out of the crucible of despair.

But what happened to Saxon? Where along the line he got the seeds of a tragic melancholy and frustration which will sooner or later tear wide the bonds of his own existence? Where came that love of the under-dog and hatred of the overlord--of which he himself is one, and even likes it sometime? Were there black blood connections in the ascending or descending scale of thing. Or was there love? What? Where? Who? I turned and went about preparing my breakfast-dinner of dried shrimps, apple jelly, bread, and Ovaltine.

I took my medicine, thinking about Saxon dying in the laps of plenty. Plenty of warm heat--steam heat--plenty of medicine--plenty of doctors--plenty of flunkies--plenty of food--plenty of everything, but plenty of existence. When men die where there is warmth, food, care, and medicine, what will happen to men who have only cold, hunger, exploitation, and perpetual poverty of a sort? Good Lord!

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Selected Letters  Selected Diary Notes

Memories of Marcus B. Christian (CainsChristian's BioBibliographical Record    Introduction to I AM NEW ORLEANS 

A Theory of a Black Aesthetic   Magpies, Goddesses, & Black Male Identity

Activist Works on Next Level of Change   Intro to I Am New Orleans   Letter from Dillard University

A Labor of Genuine Love  Letter of Gift of Photos   Letters from LSU and Skip Gates

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Negro Iron Workers of Louisiana: 1718-1900

By Marcus Bruce Christian

 

Study of the blacksmith tradition and New Orleans famous lace balconies and fences.

Acclaimed during his life as the unofficial poet laureate of the New Orleans African-American community, Marcus Christian recorded a distinguished career as historian, journalist, and literary scholar. He was a contributor to Pelican's Gumbo Ya Ya, and also wrote many articles that appeared in numerous newspapers, journals, and general-interest publications.

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Audio: My Story, My Song (Featuring blues guitarist Walter Wolfman Washington)

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Bob Dylan: Only a pawn in their game / The Lonesome Death Of Hattie Carroll

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Panel on Literary Criticism

26 March 2010

 National Black Writers Conference

Patrick Oliver, Kalamu ya Salaam, Dorothea Smartt, Frank Wilderson discuss the use of literature to promote political causes and instigate change and transformation.  The event is at the Medgar Evers College at the City University of New York. C-Span Archives

Panel on Politics and Satire

26 March 2010

 National Black Writers Conference

Herb Boyd, Thomas Bradshaw, Charles Edison and Major Owens discuss how current events are reflected in the writings of African Americans.  The event is at the Medgar Evers College at the City University of New York. C-Span Archives

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