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I had to be introduced to The Man.
He was around before 1977.
I just couldn’t see him, like air
or welfare. My mom told me:
No matter what you do, the Man
is going to try and keep you down.
I already knew no one was keeping
me down. So when my teacher asked
me to read from Kaleidoscopes,
I told her back off, white woman.
I’m not reading your books.
She laughed, but understood
when I threw my book, covers
flapping like man’s first scraps
with gravity. Teacher realized
she wasn’t keeping me down,
so I got sent to Remedial English.
When I looked up “remedial,”
the dictionary read: The Man
questioning your “authenticity.”
Dictionary definition: “Blackness.”
So I was authentic and The Man
could keep his remedial. Problems
began when I realized my mom
was The Man, too: five feet
two inches, curling red afro,
white with power fist
in the air. Half-black, half-white
boy sitting on the stoop,
counting pieces of glass,
trying not to keep himself
down. |