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Introduction
I
AM NEW ORLEANS & OTHER POEMS By Marcus B. Christian
By
Rudolph Lewis
Few have considered
fully the life and work of Marcus Bruce Christian. It is this
writer's hope that this essay will initiate a more detailed
exploration of the particulars of
Christian's life. Nevertheless, it is certain, as both scholar and
poet, Christian bequeathed a great legacy to the people of New
Orleans and Louisiana. He left us over 2,000 poems and thousands
of pages of historical scholarship on Negroes in Louisiana.
From
Federal Writers Project records, correspondence, and diary notes,
it is possible to piece together a sense of Christian's public and
personal life. Though his life is an equatorial forest, deep,
rich, and mysterious, what stands out remarkably is Christian's
highly productive life; and though he was desirous of success and
security, Christian courted heroism and tragedy.
Born March 8, 1900, in an educated family, Christian was raised in
Mechanicsville, a rural Louisiana town, now part of Houma. During
Reconstruction, his grandfather Ebel Christian directed the
Lafourche public schools, according to one writer (Hessler, 1987).
Marcus attended the primary school in which his father Emmanuel
Banks Christian was a village school master for thirty years.
Christian told Betsy Peterson: "I was very fortunate to have
the father I had."
His father Emmanuel read poetry to his children: "My
little twin sister and I, we'd get up there on his lap and he'd
put one of us on each knee" (Petersen, 1970). We know very
few details of Marcus' mother Rebecca Harris. In his recall of her
she tends to be idealized.
A
literate carpenter and mason, Emmanuel Christian also worked in
the cane-grinding mills of Lafourche. In his "Dark
Record," an unfinished autobiography, Christian describes his
father's involvement in the Knights of Labor. This union of white
and Negro sugarcane workers organized against elite planters, who
brought in the military, strikebreakers, and terrorists. The union
men conspired to make the odds even by bringing in guns and
ammunition by train. The conspiracy discovered, the authorities
waited for someone to claim the freight:
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Like
a cat at a mouse hole the whites waited, planning.
the ringleaders became uneasy; then came the
nightriders, and Negroes whom whites believed were
implicated in the plot were slain and left on the
streets in the dead of night. . . . My father escaped
wearing one of his stepsister's dresses. Braver men
have done as much. |
Though fortunate to have well-placed and enterprising parents,
Christian as a child suffered one family tragedy after another. As
a child of three Marcus lost his mother. Rebecca; at seven, his twin
sister; and at thirteen his father. As an orphan he left school to
earn money while he and his sisters and brothers lived with family
and friends of family.
In 1919, Marcus and his siblings moved to New Orleans. In a diary
note, Christian describes in idealistic terms his intent in coming
to New Orleans. He imagines himself as a soldier facing a great
social war: "He bade farewell to his friends and went away to
place his young body upon the rack as a sacrifice in a so-called
War for Democracy, that he went among his friends collecting ideas
and data in the cause of American poetry. From house to house he
went, like a man seeking truth in a great city."
Christian
echoes in this passage Woodrow Wilson's slogan, used to justify
America's entry into World War I. Such an ideology, Christian
felt, must be applied to the American scene. When he was fifteen
President Wilson gave his stamp of approval to D.W. Griffith's
Birth of Nation, which led to a revival of the Ku Klux Klan.
Wrong-headed views about the Negro, for Christian, was a problem,
not only regional but national.
In
New Orleans, Christian worked as a chauffeur during the day and
attended school at night. By 1922, Christian had pulled together a
manuscript entitled "Ethiopia Triumphant and Other
Poems." This attempt to self-publish failed. The poor quality
of the printing angered Christian and caused him to give up the
project. Between 1922 and 1942, however, Christian wrote numerous
poems, some of which were published in Opportunity and Crisis,
magazines that boosted the so-called Negro Renaissance, centered
in Harlem, the capital by the 1920s of the Negro world.
In
1926 with his savings Christian started a small dry cleaning
business, the Bluebird Cleaners. With a measure of security,
Christian by 1935 was a fairly established poet and folklorist in
the New Orleans scene. In a letter (dated 27 March 1937) to George
S. Schuyler, author of Black No More and book reviewer for The
Pittsburgh Courier, Christian
reacted cordially to Schuyler's claim that little had been
done since DuBois and The Crisis, Johnson and Opportunity
Magazine, Randolph and The Messenger.
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By
referring to the files of the Louisiana Weekly, of March
26, 1932, you will find that there was a meeting of
persons interested in poetry, at 2500 Palmyra St. Shortly
following this meeting, I was among those who, went to Mr.
C.C. Dejoie, the president, and asked that space be
allowed us in his columns. From that time
onward, there has been a Poet's Corner in the
paper, and from this beginning, some of us have made the
better newspapers and magazines of our race--as well
as a
few publications among the whites.
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Christian
sent Schuyler a few of his poems and informed him of his
relationship with Elmer Anderson Carter, editor of Opportunity and
of his acquaintance with Langston Hughes. He described his
connections with Dillard and the Federal Writers Project and his
knowledge of Negro literature in Louisiana and an 1845 group that
called itself Les Cenelles.
In effect, Christian corrected
Schuyler's
misconception that Negro men and women in New Orleans were just
now
encouraging poetry and art among their race. The Negroes of
Louisiana had a literary history worthy of attention by those who
still spoke of the Negro Renaissance. Far away from Harlem, Black
New Orleanians, like himself, had been about the
race's business. He concluded there should be a "greater
cohesiveness between sectional groups."
We also see Christian
lobbying for Saxon. In a letter (28 June 1937), George Schuyler
tells Christian he would be pleased to review
Saxon's Children of Strangers (1937).
Christian's
sensibility was developed from a number of influences. "My
first poetry was ordinary American poetry that you get in books.
Longfellow, Stevenson, Whittier. But we didn't learn Whittier's
abolitionist poetry. He was the official poet of the
abolitionists, but they didn't tell you that in school"
(Peterson, 1970).
Christian
also admired the blues and jazz experiments of Hughes. In a letter
(dated 15 February 1932), Hughes told Christian he liked his blues
poems best. But Hughes added a caution on his use of Negro
dialect:
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The
only criticism I would have on these dialect poems is that
your dialect is too complicated for the average
person to read, which would hinder their having a
wide appreciation. I think they would be just as
effective
if you would limit your dialect to a few words
like spelling
'the' in the conventional 'de' way and not attempting to
dialectize every word.
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Hughes
also "liked best" Christian's "lovely little lyric
called SOUVENIR," a poem published by The Crisis.
Much
of Christian's poetry, however, is unlike that of Hughes or
Sterling Brown. It is not free verse, not modern. Christian was a
master of rhyme and meter, of the English lyric. His poetry sang
the romance of the race, of man's struggle in the most intimate of
relationships. The mode or standards acceptable can be seen in
Christian's response to Elmer Anderson Carter, Opportunity editor,
concern about a few of the poems sent him. Christian puts up a
weak defense:
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Concerning them, I should like to state . . . that my
irregular meter and varied rhyme schemes were
purposely done in most instances.
Certain
so-called poetic authorities assert that such things are
permissible in strictly modern poetry.
However, your kind letter has caused me to realize
that
perhaps I have placed a wider interpretation than
was
intended. Viewed in this light, your suggestions
were indeed necessary.
One
of the most pathetic cases in the world is a Negro trying
to write poetry in the South. Very often the environment
is not sympathetic to indigenous poetry. |
This
final sentiment rephrases the sentiments of Dunbar's "The
Poet." The remark rises, however, out of his cordiality to
Anderson and a desire to be published.
In
his essay "Marcus Christian: A Reminiscence and an
Appreciation," Tom Dent brings an important critical view to
a reading of Christian's poetry. Dent argues New Orleans young
writers found Christian's "overbearing sense of form with
meaning and substance" out of date. "As a poet,"
Dent points out, "Christian had a tendency to be a little too
tied to nineteenth-century English form, to the detriment of his
Afro-American sensibility" (26).
What
Dent reports seems, however, a difference in the sensibility of
generations. Neither speak the whole story of black life in
America. Each voice of each age possesses a relevance and
importance, if we desire to dispel ignorance and prejudice. The
sixties and seventies was an age of hard-line positions. The
thirties and forties possessed its own character and appeal, an
emphasis on grace, knowledge, and firmness of resolve. The
sensibility of militant youth, however, is not a good measure of
poetic standards. Though as Dent reminds us, "almost all of
his poetry . . . remained unpublished . . . though much of it is
fine and should eventually be published" (26).
Neither
Christian's young critics nor the general public has reviewed the
body of Christian's work. Nor do I believe his critics weighed
what was required to publish in The Crisis and other outlets for
Negro writers with Negro themes. Dent names, however, poems he
felt were excellent. I included two of them in this volume::
"My Heart Is With the Hunted" and "Epitaph."
Dent's prefers Christian when he is "impassioned or obviously
moved" (26).
Christian's
passion "mute," according to Dent, his adherence to
form. Christian's isolation, Dent argues, is the cause of
Christian holding onto antiquated forms of poetic expression.
"The desire to give expression, to give voice through poetry
to a people who have not been heard in written literature was,
however, a lonely undertaking, all the more difficult because
Christian was working in isolation and with hardly any
readership." Christian did not have the give and take needed,
Dent seems to argue, needed by a writer to develop contemporary
style and expression.
There's
little evidence that Christian's isolation caused him to choose a
particular form or voice for his poetic expression. He wrote on
the whole in ways that he found comfort. Dent and others limit the
expanse of "Afro-American sensibility." There are masses
of Negroes who still recite in church and other formal occasions
Tennyson's "Crossing the Bar" and Longfellow's "The
Rainy Day." And that's not to mention Handel and Mozart. Even
with these failings, Christian "stands as a beacon light from
the earliest, hardest days," Dent concluded. For Christian
told "the black American's story for himself in a way he
could understand it, reflecting the truth of his journey"
(Dent, 1984).
As Depression deepened, Christian's Bluebird Cleaners could not
sustain his basic needs. Proud and independent, he was reluctant
to apply for relief. He found a way out. He appealed to Lyle
Saxon, the director of the Louisiana Federal Writers Project (LA-FWP),
which began fall 1935. Saxon, a Louisiana folklorist, wrote
popular histories, including Father Mississippi (1927), Fabulous
New Orleans (1928), Old Louisiana (1929), LaFitte the Pirate
(1930). Saxon believed plantation life was "almost paradisial"
(Clayton, 1978).
Christian
courted and impressed Saxon with his capacity and skills as a
writer and poet. They exchanged letters. In one (15 February
1936), Christian wrote: "Dear Mr. Saxon: In reply to finished
work I ought to have told you yesterday that I have what I
consider an entire book, entitled 'The Clothes Doctor and Other
Poems'. I finished it two years ago and put it aside for revision
and a few changes. The main poem is about twenty or more pages in
length. Will send you flashes of it next week."
Saxon
genuinely interested himself in Christian. As early as 16 December
1935, Saxon mentioned Christian in a letter
responding to a civil rights complaint that Negroes intellectuals
were not being hired in the project. However, as a result of the
complaint, an all-black program was set up in spring 1936 at
Dillard. But even before Christian was hired, Saxon appealed to
Houghton Mifflin Publishing Co. on behalf of Christian. He wrote
to Paul Brooks (18 February 1936):
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I
tried in every way to arrange to have him work on the
Federal Writers' projects in Louisiana, but -- it is
impossible for me to give him the employment that he needs
so much. I do not know whether Houghton Mifflin is interested in Literary Fellowships for poets, but I do
believe that of all the writers that I have since I have
taken this job, Marcus Christian is the one most likely to prove successful.
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Saxon
sent Brooks some of Christian's writings. Nothing came of Saxon's
query to Brooks. But that Saxon put his name and reputation on the
line seems significant. Saxon recommended Christian to Houghton
Mifflin because they published such writers as Oliver La Farge,
E.P. O'Donnell, and Frans Blom.
All
three writers wrote books on ethnic situations. In Laughing Boy
(1929), awarded the 1930 Pulitzer Prize for fiction, La Farge
concerned himself with the cultures of Navajo and Hopi. In his
Green Margins (1936), E.P. O'Donnell focused on the Cajun
atmosphere in Mississippi Delta country south of New Orleans. In
Conquest of Yucatan (1936), Frans Blom put forth findings gained
through exploration of Maya culture.
After receipt of further funds from Washington and the agreement
of Dillard to host the project, Saxon reported he had employed
Marcus Christian. The Dillard Project editors, Saxon boasted
"have prepared already more than 30,000 words under the
volunteer supervision of Professor L.D. Reddick."
With Reddick's resignation, Christian became supervisor.
The Dillard Project ended December 1942.
In
his "The Federal Writers' Project for Blacks in
Louisiana" (1978), Ronnie Clayton focuses on the extreme
differences between the white and black writers' project in
Louisiana.
A
comparison between the white interpretation of slavery as appeared
in Gumbo Ya-Ya, and the black
interpretation as presented in "The History of
the Negro
in Louisiana" indicates how the two groups of writers
differed in their interpretations of the slave
experience.
Clayton
concluded that the white writers, including Saxon, believed
antebellum slavery was not "heinous," that race
relations were "excellent," and that uprisings
"were not initiated by discontented slaves but by northern
abolitionists."
On
the other hand, the Dillard writers "maintained that Negroes
did make cultural contributions to the state, that slavery was not
an acceptable system of labor, that slaves longed for their
freedom, and that blacks were not always duped by whites."
Clayton continues: "While Gumbo Ya-Ya tended to
portray blacks in a stereotype role of buffoons, the Dillard
writers intended to describe whites in a jocular fashion. In their
history blacks outwitted whites" (Clayton, 1978).
Even
with world views at variance, Saxon continued his support of
Christian. Much of it seemed to be justified on the merits of
Christian skills and his literary productions. There were six
other editors: James LaFourche, Clarence Laws, Octave Lilly, Homer
McEwen, Eugene Willman, and Alice Smith. An inventory of Dillard
work demonstrated Christian consistently produced manuscript pages
of work greater than that of his fellow editors.
Edward
Dreyer, Saxon's FWP assistant, reports to Henry Alsberg in
Washington (6 January 1938) that Christian had completed three
manuscripts of 800 pages, over a third of the pages from the seven
editors. "Genealogy of the Negro in Louisiana and notes"
(422 pages); "Art Forms By Free Colored Artists of Louisiana
and notes" (316 pages); "The Beginning of the Free
Colored Class (incomplete)" (100 pages) were listed. Further,
Sterling Brown called on Christian to assist him with New Orleans
materials for his planned book "The Negro as an American." Brown was
a Harvard graduate, Howard English professor, author of a book of
poems Southern Road (1932), and editor of the FWP's Negro Affairs
section.
Brown
was familiar with Christian and his knowledge of New Orleans and
Louisiana history. "I heard last fall from Mr. Saxon that you
were on the Project, and of course I knew of your work in Opportunity."
Brown asked Christian to send manuscript material:
Tribal origins, slaves in Louisiana; Longshoremen and typical
work; Convent Sisters; Colored actresses--Cecilly, New Orleans
Theatre, 1837; Folk songs, street cries; Mardi Gras picture; Cases
of injustice from earliest time to present; Catholic schools
(excluding Xavier); Battle of New Orleans; Confederate Regiment of
Creoles; Bras Coupe (character in Cable's Grandissimes, supposedly
a historical figure); and Marie Leveau (WPA letter, 2 October
1937). In a WPA letter two months later (11 December 1937), Brown
wrote: I wish to thank you for your hearty cooperation and
promptness and for the very good material which you have sent
in."
When
the Louisiana FWP ended in 1942, Saxon, contrary to the
disposition of other Louisiana FWP records, decided that the
Dillard FWP records should be left at Dillard (letter to Albert
Dent, Dillard president, 31 December 1942). "I have discussed
with Marcus B. Christian the availability of leaving the Negro
material where it is at present, and the possibility of work being
continued on the book The Negro in Louisiana, until it is
completed."
Saxon
explained his interest: "I would also like to be able to help
in getting it to the attention of a publisher, as well as being
allowed to write the foreword in which I would like to give you
and Christian the proper credit in the writing and publishing of
the work."
Unlike
such books as The Negro In Virginia and The Negro in
Illinois, "The Negro in Louisiana" still remains
unpublished, neither the Reddick nor the Christian version (A
Black History of Louisiana). Some may suggest Christian failed to
carry out his responsibility. But there were other factors.
Foremost, Saxon died in 1946. Christian's patron could no longer
promote or support him.
Christian
had fears as early as fall 943 of Saxon's physical and mental
health. In a diary note (10 November 1943), Christian records a
phone conversation with Saxon saying, "like I'm feeling I'm
not sure now if I'll be living very long." In a 10 December
1943 diary note, Christian wrote: "Maybe it is that Saxon is
as sick as he thinks. After all, he has been hitting the bottle
rather heavily within the last few years. No man can stand that
slow poison for long, I thought to myself."
Dillard
considered the records and the manuscript were fully those of the
university. In a letter President Dent made his position clear:
"As per our agreement with the WPA, this material is now the
property of the University and is to be placed in the custody of
the University library for permanent keeping" (12 January
1943). Dent gave Christian five months to complete the manuscript
and catalog the material. Benjamin Quarles, a Dillard history
professor and later a nationally known historian, gained the
unenviable task of supervising work he had no part in.
In
a diary note (4 June 1944), Christian expressed his view of the
Dillard situation. He visited Saxon to discuss finding a publisher
for The Negro in Louisiana. "Then I told him about my slight
worry that somebody might try to have some one else supersede
me--not definite, but something I'd like to have settled."
Christian made full clarification of Saxon's view:
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He
said that after all, he left the manuscript fully into my
hands that he has nothing to do with it, and
nobody else has anything. I told him that I was
not sure
that that was understood elsewhere, and that I did not
want to go too deeply into it then, but that was
one of the things I wanted clarified when I
finished it. That I was not going to make any demands
for reassurances
now, but that I would before I submit it
out there.
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He
complained to Saxon that Dent was "uncooperative."
With
the FWP dead, Saxon ill and near dying, Christian was anxious to
find a way to secure his future. He had spent eight years of his
life researching, collecting, and writing histories of blacks in
New Orleans and Louisiana. He felt
danger of having the rug pulled from under his feet. With
support from Saxon and Arna Bontemps, Christian received on 21
April 1943 a $1,600 fellowship from the Rosenwald Fund. The Fund
failed, however, to renew the fellowship for 1944.
From
1944 to 1950, Christian continued his association with Dillard as
assistant librarian. In her Christian essay, Marilyn Hessler
suggested that Christian left Dillard after a member of Dillard's
library staff raised objections to his presence on staff without
degree. After Dillard, Christian became a "recluse"; the
poet "sank into abysmal poverty and everyone lost sight of
him," according to Hessler.
"Living
in virtual poverty, Christian," Dent wrote, "tried to
maintain his vast and valuable collection of historical documents
and rare books, his long-hoped-for volume on black Louisiana
history still incomplete." In Hurricane Betsy, Dent
continued, Christian suffered the indignity of arrest as a looter
in his efforts to wade to his house to save his collection from
the floodwaters of the Lower Ninth Ward (Dent, 1984).
The
Dillard experience provided Christian about $80 a month and the
opportunity of a Rosenwald Fund fellowship. But there were other
benefits. Saxon used Christian "as a sort of clearinghouse
for all of his Negro contacts." Thus, Christian was
"brought into contact with Negroes of national caliber.
Novelists, writers, poets, artists who came into the orbit of this
kindly man could be named by the dozens." These national
figures included Roscoe Lewis, Arna Bontemps, Richard Wright, J.
Mason Brewer, Jacob Lawrence, Margaret Walker, Owen Dodson (diary
note, undated).
According
to Christian, Saxon based his Joe Gilmore and His Friends on
Sterling Brown, "swinging his Phi Betta Kappa 'jive key' from
the end of a pocket chain" with "his 'white man's
English' and collegiate personality." Saxon believed "the more white people of good will met
worthy Negroes, just so much would a small stone of prejudice be
cast aside from the road of life" (diary note, undated).
In
his most private moments, Christian wondered how far he and Saxon
had come in their seven-year relationship. On a 10 November 1943
phone conversation, Christian wrote the following in his diary:
"I noticed, that he said, rather slowly and reflectively, and
a little sadly, 'goodbye, boy'. I was just thinking. Roark
Bradford wrote long ago--and it does seem ages ago, although it is
only a year or two--that Mr. Saxon never called you boy."
In
a another note (10 December 1943), Christian writes again the
variance in Saxon's and his views of the world: "But here it
is, I was thinking, he wants to see me, wants me to come up a
stinking freight elevator. How could I go? Turn my head to the
wall, and not watch the comments or the wisecracks of the white
elevator tender." All such occasions must have gritted
heavily on Christian integrity and sense of dignity. For a proud
man, eating Jim Crow fills him with melancholy and bitterness.
I
turn now to Christian's work in I Am New Orleans & Other
Poems. I will attempt to clarify the arrangement and themes
and provide a bit of context for this volume's fifty poems. The
first group of poems considers the social role of the poet. Such
poems as "Justification," "Antique Dealer,"
and "The Dreamer" views the poet as hero and defender of
community standards. Christian's dreamer should be read side by
side with Hughes' poem of the same title.
In
a diary note undated, Christian expressed his view that the poet
was indifferent "to worldly matters, things mundane."
The poet must be willing to make sacrifices: "His is the
supreme indifference to things that be, even though they rack his
body with pain, discomfiture, or hunger." The poems "In
Harlem," "Canal Street At Noon," and
"Metropolis" introduce the importance of place in
Christian's poetry.
Among
the Negro Renaissance poets, Christian stands out uniquely in how
he deals with the dilemmas of love. In his passionate idealism,
Christian yokes flesh and mind in a way that his poems have both
physicality and abstraction. Among this group, "Brown
Lorrelli," "To One Who is Silent," and
"Charmaine" are most lyrical and charming. The
physicality that characterizes "Love at Auction,"
Bleeding Heart," and "Inconvenient Love" focuses on
love's torment. "Bachelor Apartment" catalogs women
involved in Christian's life. The following note (28 November
1940) clarifies Christian's struggle with his own sexuality:
"One must have a woman--even those who lacerate the flesh of
your soul. . . . One must go out to get food to eat and must go
into tow to get the necessities." I included two blues poems
in this group. Christian used familiar tropes. They are more
humorous and bizarre than the surreal and poignant inventions of
Robert Johnson. In the classical blues mode, however, they have a
curious excellence.
The
third group of poems include "Forbidden Fruit," "To
Irene," and "The Masquerader." They consider the
perverse effects Jim Crow has on the natural affections of men and
women of different races. These love poems represent the fears the
lover has of society's condemnations. There are letters and diary
notes that flesh out Christian's concerns couched in his lyricism.
"In
1942, Christian married a Dillard freshman, and in March 1944 she
left him," according to one report. "Theirs remained an
on-again, off-again relationship until the 1950s when they would
be divorced" (Hessler, 1987). Much more work needs to be done
to get the facts clear about this critical aspect of Christian's
life. Its complexity will reveal much more about how he
technically approached the writing of his poems.
In
a note (10 June 1946), which gave rise probably to the poems
"Resolution" and "Bachelor's Apartment,"
Christian reports discarding his wife's things: "It is no use
to keep anything to remind me what a fool I am. I am packing it up
with her other things and sending it to her." He studied his
marriage certificate: "I find that we were married on March
15, 1943, and that it is recorded in Book No. 58, folio 908. The
number of the certificate is No. 2802."
The
dates need honing during this significant period in the poet's
life because of his affair with Irene Douglas, a New York sketch
artist. "To Irene" is a never published poem Christian
wrote for her. Irene's letter reveals more than it says on the
surface:
"Marcus--I wish you can come to N.Y. -- please try
with all your might. Someday I intend to live in New Orleans but
at present--I'm not allowed to travel" (19 January 1942). The
letter continues as follows:
| My mother gave me heck the other day. She said I had not
changed. All my mind is on is travel and New
Orleans. I want her to like you Marcus. I told her
you were
colored remember I wrote and told you of it. She said, Is he very
light? I said no ma--dark--very dark.
She don't object. Yet she doesn't pat me on the back
either. . . . I don't tell my mother how much you really mean to
me. I just tell her you are an artist friend, a writer, with a
very wonderful mind, whom I
respect! . . . Marcus I miss you. |
From
photos Christian appears light-skinned with tightly curled hair
and rugged features. He was "a small man with a big voice and
the presence of a great conductor," according to Peterson.
Irene goes on to say, [I] "never found anyone--whose mind was
so rich to me as yours." She assures him she hasn't
"gone out with anyone." There has not been "even a
good night kiss." Christian mentioned marriage in some
context. She responded: "Marcus you know you just couldn't
marry any woman. You want someone who really understands."
Christian's
wife Ruth and Irene were both attractive women, I believe, but
young and naive. A difference of ten to twenty years: Christian in
his early forties; and they in the their early twenties. He a
scholar and intellectual and they educated working girls. If both
girls were colored, a marriage to either would be difficult for a
man who lacked financial security. Christian was in a dilemma. And
it was painful. His writing about it was, curiously, his
salvation.
He
chose Ruth and regretted it. For he felt that her happiness was
beyond his means. He recounts a quarrel between him and Ruth:
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It
was very cold today. . . .
I am
under my igloo in bed, typing away. Ruth just
came in and made me mad as hell because of the
envious way
in which she told of a woman who she had seen in the
drugstore, who pulled out a big roll of money, her husband had just got paid, and she purchased two
dollars and something of cosmetics.
I
blew up, when she said that's the kind of
husband to have, and here I am being given a little
by little at a time, or something like that. I raised
so much sand
that she got on the defensive and went into the bathroom,
locking the bedroom door and the bathroom door, and
screaming at me something through the closed doors, I
being in the bedroom in my igloo. Some life (10 December
1943).
Christian
here is blind and unsympathetic of the needs of a young
wife. He demands of his wife the sacrifices he places upon
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From
photos Christian appears light-skinned with tightly curled hair
and rugged features. He was "a small man with a big voice and
the presence of a great conductor," according to Peterson.
Irene goes on to say, [I] "never found anyone--whose mind was
so rich to me as yours." She assures him she hasn't
"gone out with anyone." There has not been "even a
good night kiss." Christian mentioned marriage in some
context. She responded: "Marcus you know you just couldn't
marry any woman. You want someone who really understands."
Christian's
wife Ruth and Irene were both attractive women, I believe, but
young and naive. A difference of ten to twenty years: Christian in
his early forties; and they in the their early twenties. He a
scholar and intellectual and they educated working girls. If both
girls were colored, a marriage to either would be difficult for a
man who lacked financial security. Christian was in a dilemma. And
it was painful. His writing about it was, curiously, his
salvation.
He
chose Ruth and regretted it. For he felt that her happiness was
beyond his means. He recounts a quarrel between him and Ruth:
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