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"It's a Shame" was more than just the title of that old 60s song. It was being lived.

 
 

 

On the Wing of a Prayer

By Chandra D. Lewis

 

There was a time when my life was despondent.

Didn't think we were going to make it. Ends just weren't meeting.

A mess of my life I made. There were two children. I was unemployed and had no

man. My spirit was dead. The compassion in my heart had left; being peaceful was

a foreign language. Welfare telling me to get a job or your money will be cut

off. My addictions had taken total control of my life. The food on the table

had become less. Momma was showing up with bread, milk, eggs, potatoes, and

a prayer.

 

Hopeless degradation had become the normal attire for the day.

"It's a Shame" was more than just the title of that old 60s song. It was being lived.

There was so much pain and anger; my heart was aching for relief.

Looking for love in all the wrong places thinking I found it only to be fooled

by deception.

 

Sunlight shining through the holes of the drawn window shade, being

reminded of life once again. Under emotional shackles and chains living here,

imprisoned my brain. Wanting this lifestyle to change before I go insane.

 

Family members dying left and right, it was hard for me to sleep at night.

I sat in my chair and told God what I had become. Asking for forgiveness,

crying, shouting Lord what have I done. Five days had passed,

something miraculous happened; as it was felt in my heart this was the beginning of a new start.

 

Blessed are the poor in spirit for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.

Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted.

Blessed are the merciful for they shall obtain mercy.

Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness for they shall be filled.

Blessed are the peacemakers for they shall be called the children of God.

 

Sometimes we can make unhealthy decisions in our lives that may cause

ourselves and others harm. If it's being good or bad, whichever side we feed into,

the most will win. God has given me a second chance to live. He did it for me

and He will do it for you.

 

To those who have prayed for me I give you thanks, for showing me how to

pray for myself and others with all my might.

Chandra D. Lewis, a native of Baltimore, is the daughter of Charlie "Nature Boy" Lewis. She is an African-American queen who survived the towers of Murphy Homes, Gilmore Homes, and more. After a number of addictions, she found a new life, giving back to the community what was once stolen. Chandra has a voice of a song bird, generosity, a love for life untouchable, a heart as big as an ocean, a belief in God that all things are possible.

posted 11 November 2007 

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Plotted in secret, launched in the dark, John Brown's raid on Harpers Ferry was a pivotal moment in U.S. history. But few Americans know the true story of the men and women who launched a desperate strike at the slaveholding South. Now, Midnight Rising portrays Brown's uprising in vivid color, revealing a country on the brink of explosive conflict. Brown, the descendant of New England Puritans, saw slavery as a sin against America's founding principles. Unlike most abolitionists, he was willing to take up arms, and in 1859 he prepared for battle at a hideout in Maryland, joined by his teenage daughter, three of his sons, and a guerrilla band that included former slaves and a dashing spy. On October 17, the raiders seized Harpers Ferry, stunning the nation and prompting a counterattack led by Robert E. Lee. After Brown's capture, his defiant eloquence galvanized the North and appalled the South, which considered Brown a terrorist. The raid also helped elect Abraham Lincoln, who later began to fulfill Brown's dream with the Emancipation Proclamation, a measure he called "a John Brown raid, on a gigantic scale." Tony Horwitz's riveting book travels antebellum America to deliver both a taut historical drama and a telling portrait of a nation divided—a time that still resonates in ours.

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Blacks in Hispanic Literature is a collection of fourteen essays by scholars and creative writers from Africa and the Americas. Called one of two significant critical works on Afro-Hispanic literature to appear in the late 1970s, it includes the pioneering studies of Carter G. Woodson and Valaurez B. Spratlin, published in the 1930s, as well as the essays of scholars whose interpretations were shaped by the Black aesthetic. The early essays, primarily of the Black-as-subject in Spanish medieval and Golden Age literature, provide an historical context for understanding 20th-century creative works by African-descended, Hispanophone writers, such as Cuban Nicolás Guillén and Ecuadorean poet, novelist, and scholar Adalberto Ortiz, whose essay analyzes the significance of Negritude in Latin America. This collaborative text set the tone for later conferences in which writers and scholars worked together to promote, disseminate, and critique the literature of Spanish-speaking people of African descent. . . . Cited by a literary critic in 2004 as "the seminal study in the field of Afro-Hispanic Literature . . . on which most scholars in the field 'cut their teeth'."

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Sister Citizen: Shame, Stereotypes, and Black Women in America

By Melissa V. Harris-Perry

According to the author, this society has historically exerted considerable pressure on black females to fit into one of a handful of stereotypes, primarily, the Mammy, the Matriarch or the Jezebel.  The selfless Mammy’s behavior is marked by a slavish devotion to white folks’ domestic concerns, often at the expense of those of her own family’s needs. By contrast, the relatively-hedonistic Jezebel is a sexually-insatiable temptress. And the Matriarch is generally thought of as an emasculating figure who denigrates black men, ala the characters Sapphire and Aunt Esther on the television shows Amos and Andy and Sanford and Son, respectively.     

Professor Perry points out how the propagation of these harmful myths have served the mainstream culture well. For instance, the Mammy suggests that it is almost second nature for black females to feel a maternal instinct towards Caucasian babies.

As for the source of the Jezebel, black women had no control over their own bodies during slavery given that they were being auctioned off and bred to maximize profits. Nonetheless, it was in the interest of plantation owners to propagate the lie that sisters were sluts inclined to mate indiscriminately.

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