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this breast / marked my womanhood more / than an undeveloped womb

was shamefully nothing to me: / knockers, hooters, cocoanuts / swollen with pride, then

deflated by disease, / biopsied beyond repair / she slipped away,

 

 

 

 

Pink Ribbon

                     By Andrea Barnwell

 

This breast

warm, soft, pliable

this breast

curved, capped, wrapped

this breast

round skin, blood, tissue

this breast

where muscle, milk ducts

flow mounds nourish

respond to new life

this breast

gives, feels, yields when

warm hands, hot hearts hold, desire

this breast

feels wet tongues touch

lick, suck, and feed from

this breast

kneading like bread, pulling food

fingering, cupping, asking

this breast

for love and life?

life without

this breast

goes on un-interrupted

scars like train tracks

on an old encumbrance

this breast

holds space remembering

a gap filled regretting when

this breast

was toilet tissue in a cardigan

was just a bra in training

a small penny nipple

a pancake Chi-Chi

this breast

marked my womanhood more

than an undeveloped womb

was shamefully nothing to me:

knockers, hooters, cocoanuts

swollen with pride, then

deflated by disease,

biopsied beyond repair

she slipped away,

this breast

now needs a cocoa butter healing

a heart-felt prayer

a thanks be to God

for mercy, understanding

a shea butter balm

a Spirit-filled forgiveness

sweet fragrance of love and

who am I without this breast?

I am alive, I am enough

I am whole, I am always me

In this body

In this Spirit

With the Soul I reach

To become more like

Light God gave when

This breast

Remembered her purpose, her place.

© Andrea Barnwell, Abena 2008

Dedicated to women and men affected by breast cancer and my mother Ruth:  August 21, 1920 to September16, 2005

Andrea Barnwell

“Words must speak passion and paint pictures of life as it is, or as it should become.  My intent is to share a written history of hope and renewal for my readers, my friends, and specially my children and grandchildren.”  She began writing at the age of nine in San Diego, California. She was educated at UC Berkeley and UCSD, raising her kids in the San Francisco Bay Area.  Syracuse New York was her temporary home for the past eight years.  Her body of work as a faith-based organizer, grant-writer, and mentor for community-based organizations with numerous awards and commendations is her legacy. “It gives me great joy to see the Hand of God working in my life for others. That’s why I am here. To share light and love.” She happily left the Snow Belt and returned to her growing family in warm California. Andrea Barnwell also writes under her Ghanaian name, Abena, and has contributed to journals and anthologies. She plans to write and publish more.  “I believe poetry, prose, and fiction should have function, structure, and relevance to be true art.

posted 16 February 2009

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Go, Tell Michelle
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Contrary to the rosy picture of race embodied in Barack Obama's political success and Oprah Winfrey's financial success, legal scholar Alexander argues vigorously and persuasively that [w]e have not ended racial caste in America; we have merely redesigned it. Jim Crow and legal racial segregation has been replaced by mass incarceration as a system of social control (More African Americans are under correctional control today... than were enslaved in 1850). Alexander reviews American racial history from the colonies to the Clinton administration, delineating its transformation into the war on drugs. She offers an acute analysis of the effect of this mass incarceration upon former inmates who will be discriminated against, legally, for the rest of their lives, denied employment, housing, education, and public benefits. Most provocatively, she reveals how both the move toward colorblindness and affirmative action may blur our vision of injustice: most Americans know and don't know the truth about mass incarceration—but her carefully researched, deeply engaging, and thoroughly readable book should change that.—Publishers Weekly

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